"But as for me and my family, we will serve the Lord."

Joshua 24:15

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Camryn's 1 Week Pedi Appointment

Ready for her first outing

1-Week Stats
Weight: 6 lbs. 9 oz.
Height: 21 1/2 in. 

Camryn's first pedi appointment was quite the adventure for our family.  It was the first time we had gone anywhere since we came home from the hospital.  Camryn did great.  It was me who was a nervous wreck.  I tell you, hormones are a force to be reckoned with.  I'm sure it was combination of hormones, pain meds, and lack of sleep, but it took everything I had not to breakdown in the doctor's office waiting room.  I don't know exactly what was bothering me, but being out of the house around a bunch of strangers just wasn't settling with me.  Once we were called back to an exam room and talked to the doctor, I felt much better.  Hopefully, some of y'all know what I'm talking about.  At least I hope I'm not the only mom out there that's felt this way the first couple of weeks of parenthood.

We love Camryn's doctor.  He was so patient with me and my long list of questions.  He explained how he ran his practice and what we could expect with a newborn...what was normal, what to be on the look out for.  Very down-to-earth and genuine.

Some of you may have noticed that Camryn's weight was quite a bit lower than her birth weight.  The doctor assured us that this is normal for newborns.  Camryn actually lost a lot before leaving the hospital.  I had a really tough time recovering from the C-section.  Because I wasn't feeling all that great, I didn't breastfeed or pump as often as I should've.  My milk didn't come in until day 3 or 4 so we ended up supplementing with formula.  Poor baby girl was starving, and the breastfeeding thing just wasn't a successful as we'd hope.  We had several visits from the lactation consultant and had one of my favorite night nurses help with latching.  It appeared that Camryn was latching good but would get frustrated and tired when she wasn't getting any milk.  Both her and I were much happier once she started getting some nourishment from the formula.  The day before we left the hospital, my milk finally came in so she's been on breastmilk ever since.   


Delivery Story

Better late than never, right?  As promised, here's Camryn's birth story.


Tuesday, June 28th, my doctor took me off the Mag.  It was so strange not being hooked up to anything.  I felt so free:)  I kept waiting for the contractions to start the minute the medicine stopped.  Family and friends kept calling throughout the day asking if anything was happening, but everything was normal...no contractions. 

My mom came up to the hospital that evening and stayed the night.  Boy was I glad because around 5am Wednesday morning I started feeling some contractions.  They were mostly in my lower back and weren't really registering on the contraction monitor.  This continued for about an hour or so when the pain increased in intensity and frequency.  The nurse called my doctor who said that he'd check me when he rounded that morning.  I called Corey and told him that he might want to come up to the hospital so he'd be there when the doctor stopped by.

The back labor kept getting worse.  I was pretty sure this was it.  When the doctor checked me, I was dilated to 1cm.  His exact words were, "We're having a baby today!"  They had several C-sections scheduled that morning so I had to wait a few hours.  In the meantime, I was given some medicine for the pain which ended up knocking me out and unfortunately, didn't really help with the pain.

Around 12:30pm the anesthesiologist and the surgery team came and got us and we were off to the OR.  I didn't have a C-section with Connor so I was a little nervous about the procedure.  I was shaking so bad as they were prepping me.  They kept asking me if I was cold or nervous but I wasn't sure which one it was.  The anesthesiologist put what looked like bubble wrap over my arms and chest and then turned on this fan that blew hot air to try to warm me up.  At first, it felt pretty nice but then I started to feel claustrophobic with all that on my arms and chest and the oxygen mask over my face.  By this time, Corey was sitting right next to me and the doctors had started the procedure.  I was really surprised at how quick it was.  The next thing we knew, the anesthesiologist was telling Corey to stand up because the doctors were about to deliver our baby girl.

Everyone in the OR was shocked at how big Camryn was...7 lbs. 2 oz.  Who knows how big she would've been had I gone full-term.  The doctor brought her over to us so we could see her before taking her to the nurses to be examined.  The cord was wrapped around Camryn's neck twice but after some stimulation she was breathing and doing great.  I remember just waiting to hear her cry and to hear if she had to go to the NICU or not.  What wonderful news it was to know that our baby girl was going to get to stay with us.

Once the doctors closed me up, we went to recovery for about an hour or so.  A lactaction consultant met us there, and I was able to start breastfeeding right away or attempting it anyway.  The recovery nurse took Camryn to the nursery while Corey and I went back to my antepartum room where all our family was waiting. 

It was so great seeing the smiles on our family's faces when they finally got to hold our baby girl.  It has been one heck of a journey getting to this point but we wouldn't trade it for the world.  All the pain and everything else we went through was so worth it.  It's still hard to believe that she's here and just as perfect as can be!

Sunday, July 10, 2011

1st Week Home in Pictures

Sorry it has taken so long to post.  I've been meaning to but just haven't found the time.  Here are some pictures from our 1st week home.  I promise to post about Camryn's delivery and pedi appointment later on this week.













Thursday, June 30, 2011

Camryn Grace is here!!!

Camryn Grace Thoe
Born Wednesday, June 29th, 2011 at 1:08 pm
7 lbs 2 oz
20.25 inches long
Healthy with no NICU stay.  Praise God.

Thanks to everyone for your prayers and support.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Baby Update - 35 Weeks


How many weeks?  35 weeks!!!

Hospital stay update?  OK, here’s the plan.  My doctor is going to take me off the Mag next week at 36 weeks.  If I start contracting a lot, he’ll put me back on it because he wants me to make it to at least 37 weeks.  If, however, they can’t stop the contractions and I go into labor, then we’ll have a baby! 

Specific prayer requests?  Please continue to pray the same weekly requests along with the following:
     (1) Insurance allows me to stay in the hospital until I deliver;
     (2) I do not go into labor next week when we stop the Mag;
     (3) Any contractions will be stopped by getting back on the Mag;
     (4) If I do go into labor, Camryn’s delivery will be quick, safe, and without complications;
     (5) When Camryn arrives, her lungs are fully developed and she’s completely healthy
           – no NICU stay; and
     (6) When I deliver, my recovery will be as quick and pain-free as possible.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Happy 2nd Birthday Connor!

It's hard to believe we'd be celebrating Connor's 2nd birthday today.  Being in the hospital is especially hard on days like this when I wish I could visit the cemetery and have family over to celebrate our precious son's life. 

Since we're not able to do anything this year, I thought I'd share a few pictures from last year’s celebration.  We had a small family get-together at our house and released a balloon to heaven.  It was a very special day.  The weather was perfect, and the sky was beautiful.


Getting ready to release Connor's balloon as Corey read a card my mom got us
that couldn't have been more perfect in expressing our hearts that day.

Up...

up...

and away.

Happy birthday, sweet boy!  We love you and miss you so very much! 


Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Baby Update - 34 Weeks


How many weeks?  34 weeks – yea, we made it!!!

How am I feeling?   I’m feeling great…so incredibly blessed to have made it this far.  34 weeks…I can’t believe it!  I’m also so thankful for all your prayers over this pregnancy.  Corey, Camryn, and I are fortunate to have such a wonderful support group.  Y’all are the best!

Hospital stay update?  I did speak to my doctor over the weekend about our plan going forward but we haven’t really settled on anything just yet.  With Connor’s birthday being tomorrow, I asked the doctor to not change anything this week.  Hopefully by next week, we’ll know more about what to expect for the rest of the pregnancy.

Specific prayer requests?
     (1) the progesterone works properly and keeps my uterus happy;
     (2) the cerclage stays in place and keeps my cervix closed;
     (3) the magnesium continues to stop contractions;
     (4) any contractions I have will not change my cervix;
     (5) I reach our next goal of 36 weeks;
     (6) I continue to trust in God’s plan and be thankful at all times;
     (7) my body be the perfect environment for Camryn's healthy growth;
     (8) I remember that this distance from family & friends is only temporary;
     (9) God continues to provide me with His strength and peace as I approach the
           last few weeks of pregnancy; and
     (10) God provides my nurses and doctors with wisdom to make best decisions for
             our care.

Friday, June 10, 2011

33 Week Ultrasound Update

Camryn weighs 5 lbs. 1 oz. and my cervix is closed measuring 3 cm long.  When my doctor stopped by this morning, he was so happy to hear that Camryn had hit the 5 lb. mark.  We are going to discuss the plan going forward over the weekend. 

Have a great weekend!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Baby Update - 33 Weeks


How many weeks?  33 weeks – one more week until our next goal!!!  The weeks really are flying by.  I’m getting more excited the closer I get to holding our little miracle in my armsJ.

How am I feeling?   As my belly grows, I’ve been experiencing heartburn pretty much all day long.  Lying flat probably doesn’t help, but I’d rather deal with the heartburn than the pain I feel when I sit up too much or too long.  Other than that, I’m doing great! 

Hospital stay update?  There’s not a whole lot to update y’all on.  I’ve just been reading, watching TV, and napping…just trying to pass the time.  I have another fetal growth ultrasound and cervix measurement tomorrow so once I get the results, I will post an update on Camryn’s weight and my cervical length.

Specific prayer requests?
     (1) the progesterone works properly and keeps my uterus happy;
     (2) the cerclage stays in place and keeps my cervix closed;
     (3) the magnesium continues to stop contractions;
     (4) any contractions I have will not change my cervix;
     (5) I reach our next goal of 34 weeks;
     (6) I continue to trust in God’s plan and be thankful at all times;
     (7) my body be the perfect environment for Camryn's healthy growth;
     (8) I remember that this distance from family & friends is only temporary;
     (9) God continues to provide me with His strength and peace as I approach the
           last few weeks of pregnancy; and
     (10) God provides my nurses and doctors with wisdom to make best decisions for
             our care.


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Baby Update - 32 Weeks


Hope y’all had a relaxing Memorial Day.  Corey spent the weekend up here with me which was nice since it had been almost 2 weeks since we’d seen each other.  My mom and sister brought Nika Monday for another visit.  It had been over a month since our last visit.  She’s been rebelling a little at home so I’m hoping our visit with keep her happy until I come home. 


Over the weekend, Corey and I talked to my doctor about what our game plan will be for the rest of my pregnancy.  Of course, our next goal is to make it to 34 weeks.  My doctor will be thrilled with any day over 34 weeks, but we all want Camryn to keep cooking as long as possible.  Depending on how everything goes between now and 34 weeks, once I reach 34 weeks he may take me off the Mag and give me an oral medication that stops contractions, if needed, or I will stay on the Mag until 36 weeks.  Once I reach 36 weeks, I will stop the progesterone injections and my cerclage will be removed.  At that point, we’ll just wait for nature to take its course.

I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.  Just four more weeks…The closer I get the more excited I am to meet our little girl.  To be honest, I’ve had a few panic moments lately.  One, I’m a little nervous about labor and delivery.  Two, I’m a little overwhelmed when I think about being a parent, caring for a newborn, and how I’m going to accomplish that while adjusting to being home after 3 months of hospital bed rest.  I know things will come naturally and God will provide me with everything I need to be the best mom I can be.  I just have to keep reminding myself of that truth when the fear creeps in.

Specific prayer requests?
     (1) the progesterone works properly and keeps my uterus happy;
     (2) the cerclage stays in place and keeps my cervix closed;
     (3) the magnesium continues to stop contractions;
     (4) any contractions I have will not change my cervix;
     (5) I reach our next goal of 34 weeks;
     (6) I continue to trust in God’s plan and be thankful at all times;
     (7) my body be the perfect environment for Camryn's healthy growth;
     (8) I remember that this distance from family & friends is only temporary;
     (9) God continues to provide me with His strength and peace as I approach the
           last few weeks of pregnancy; and
     (10) God provides my nurses and doctors with wisdom to make best decisions for
             our care.